Monday, June 02, 2008

The Eerie feeling of fear

Fear and trials and testings always come after I share something, a testimony, some thoughts of anything positive. Just after always, when i share about not worrying and trusting God for the supplies and everything, it will come and haunt me.

God teach me how to stand firm in spite of everything else. The emotions and the fear of money is so strong. I wish I had the capacity to earn my own money and not have to depend on Jerome.

It sucks his energy and mine.

It makes me feel indebted and whatever.

Lord, help me to be able to at least able to sustain myself.

Amen.

Jewel

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